Six Months Baby

Oh my sweet baby boy -

Happy six months!! We're six months into this and I'm loving it. We had an ultrasound done last week and were able to catch a 3D of your face, and tears streamed down mine. It's amazing to see you each and every time on the screen, but something about a 3D image of your prefect, angelic face did it to me. Maybe it was the fact that I could put a face to your name now, or a face to the wiggles, rolls and kicks that are constant reminders that you're there. Growing stronger and stronger and bigger every single day. And maybe it was the fact that you look so much like your big sister that it makes me relate to you even more. Either way, I fell in love with you hard. Hard. And I cannot wait to meet you.

I am so happy that you are big and stong. Half as big as your sister was when she was born, which makes the doctors know that things are different this time. You have the prime environment to grow properly. And for that I want you to stay inside of me forever. Knowing that I am giving you everything that you need. Another part of my wants to have you early because I am scared. But for now, I am just enjoying having you with me. All to myself. I still smile and love when you move and I'm around people, but no one else knows but me. It's something special that we have between the two of us, and I cherish so very much.

Your room is being transformed into shades of blues and greens and yellows - and I smile looking at the two bedrooms that sit side by side in our hallway; one pink, one blue. God had truly blessed me and I don't think that I thank him enough for the privilege of being a mommy - your mommy.

Keep growing and growing my sweet baby.

I love you more than you will ever know!


Love,

Your Mommy